It is the end of May, but for the life of me I can't think of what day it is...nor do I really care at the moment. Usually this time of year I am starting to get excited and looking forward to summer...not this year. I mustered up the strength after an hour of contemplation to get up out of bed. I looked out the window and found a bright sunny day, but to me it feels just as dark as the middle of the night. I just don't have any energy and I have no interest to do any of the things that I use to enjoy. It has been a few weeks since I have ran, food does not taste any good, and I don't even care enough to follow what my beloved Kentucky Basketball team is planning for the summer (you know something is wrong now). My wife comes in to ask me if I need anything, I paused for a minute...not even really caring enough to answer...then blurted out a rude, NO! I can't get enough sleep, and all of the traits that have been used to characterize my personality over the past 35 years are completely gone without a trace. Gone is my sense of humor...my punctuality...energetic nature and social ambitions. What in the world is going on with me!? Why cant I just snap out of it???